Sunday, August 24, 2014

The Ringbacks


"Congratulations, you are our 1000th customer. We give you 2 hours free Karaoke session at room 307. Please follow our staff to the room, thank you"

Rey took a glance out of his cellphone for a while, couldn't believe of what he has just heard. He never got that much luck before. He didn't even know about that promotion. It's not that he couldn't afford to rent a room. He usually came here to have some nice drinks and Karaoke session at the bar. It's cheaper. But who cares, as long as it's free.

"Here we are, sir, please." The karaoke staff opened a high wooden door with 307 metal plate number's hanging in there. "Please come in, enjoy your time."
The Karaoke staff smiled and allowed him to come in.

And that door was the last thing he cannot remember.

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Sarah Wilson, October 2013, Chicago
UBS Tower Building

Her shoe dropped down the building. She couldn't believe she had reached this point. Fear, anger, guilt all blend into one. Sarah had at last, here already at the top of UBS Tower. This was the time to end this. Let all this pain went away. She stepped her foot to the emptiness of air, prepared to take the leap. The cold wind crawled behind her neck, little by little, strangled her. And the slight tremble came out of control in all part of her body as she tried to step forward. She breathed deeply, like it was for the last time. The tears started to fill her eyes in, broke it into a thousand pieces, blurred her sight out. This was the time..
The chest pain was real. The burden got heavier. No she wasn't ready. She stepped her foot back. It felt like something held her back. Someone watched her behind. She turned her head back.

"Sarah, please! Go out of there! For the love of God, would you? Please?!"

"Josh! What are you doing here? Why do you even think of coming back? Go Away!" shouted Sarah with her eyes full of tears

"Please can you come back here for a while. Sarah I beg you, please! Don't go this way."

“But for what in the world, I would have to live anymore? Josh! I gave up everything! My parent, my career! All so that I could be with you! D**n it Josh!" And with that word, all the tears started to break out of her defense, she couldn't bear it any longer.

"You know, I just ask you one thing! One thing! No shut it!" She added quickly "I know what you were gonna say, but long distance won't work, Josh! No it won't! And after all that I have sacrificed to be with you! I don't want to be the one who sacrificing myself all over again. So here, I make this sacrifice for the last time. And all these pain, all these big mistake that I had thrown my life away, has to end!" She continued with uncontrollably sob.

"No Josh, now just tell me that you won't go to Virginia again. Tell me you will quit the CIA, tell me you'll never leave again! You call them now!" Shouted Sarah hysterically. She shrugged her cellphone.

"Here, I'll call the CIA, I'll go tell them, but please would you go inside first Sarah, please!"

"I love you Josh" She stepped behind, moved back, came inside the window.

"I love you Sarah"

Afterall, she wasn't ready.

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Reynold Mckenzie, June 2014, Missouri
Pacsetter Electronic Inc

He breathed deeply, felt relieved. From now on, everything’s fine, everything would always be fine. With the proud on his face, he stared at his balance on the ATM receipt. He officially had his first permanent job, he had his life back on track at last. All these fears and insecurities had ended already. All the random jobs, he did it to collect some money. He finally had settled. Reminded of all the dark times when he barely even ate, lived alone in the roadside, had no education. Now he was living in a small flat, happily in a relationship and has a settled job.

"Hey kid, answer me?" Rey awoke from his deep thought, apparently didn't hear anything said before.

"I am sorry sir, I'm Reynold, Pacsetter operator for today, could you please repeat your complain?"

"Yes, so here, this cellphone hasn't work for at least the past 3 days, but I am in a hurry. So can I leave it here and I'll get back, umm, let's say tomorrow to take back my cellphone, Reynold?"

"Okay, I'll try to take a look at it first, see what I can do to fix this. Here, I made you the receipt, you can show this when you want to grab your cellphone tomorrow. I'll try to fix this as soon as I can." Reynold gave the receipt and got back to the counter. He took the cellphone, opened its casing and examined every little part of it. The electronic device was one of his expertise lately. He used to take a lot of different job until there was an opening in Pacsetter where he then tried to apply and got some training session in his probation period. But today was his first day as a permanent employee. He had to finish it tonight. But it was still a long ride there.

He thought, he knew that today would be different because today was his first permanent employment.
But that day passed differently because of another reason.

"Sarah!"

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Josh Gallagher, August 2014, Virginia
CIA Headquarter

I stare at my cellphone receipt on the table. It's been almost 2 months and I have never get it back. I know it might sounds weird but somehow I lost some part of myself that night. Or some of my memory? Or some of my heart? I guess I lost a lot of things in life.

So yes, me and Sarah. We broke up that night at the top of UBS Tower building. And she wasn't that devastated on the break-up. She accepted that pretty well actually, after I took her cellphone.

I tell it like this, not that I don't love her. In fact, she is the love of my life. I just had reached the stage of love which made me realize that I couldn't really make her happy so I have to let her go, find her own happiness one more time. Yes she always said she was having enough happiness with me, but deep down, I knew she didn't. She started to have a lot of nightmares and hallucinations. And in some other times, she said something about leaving her parent and her dream. It made me even sadder. For instance, she lived her dream as an Executive Financing at UBS which located at UBS Tower building, one of the skyscrapper in Chicago. And she still lived with her parent, occasionally, usually during Thanksgiving, or Christmas, or even 4th of July holiday, while spending the rest, being my fiancee.

I didn't know what had happened to us recently. We didn't even have a real issue. All I knew that day, I gave up upon Sarah torturing herself most of time. I couldn't stand it anymore. So I took her phone, left her right there at UBS tower, let her go. And I have to keep that phone away from her. Then as my gut has told me, she is happier than ever.

I knew about this weird cellphone for some more time but always refused to believe in it. I wasn't ready to take that away from her, to break the bond, to be out of her life. I had tried to throw the cellphone away and bought her a new one, but it was always back. One day I just knew that I had to be the one who thrown it away out of her life, just to make her happy once and for all. I had to go away and brought that cellphone with me. And yes, the cellphone was still with me, up until 2 months ago, when the cellphone was broken and I sent it to the repairman, his name is Reynold if I am not mistaken.

I show him the receipt on my table. Yes, Gio, I have lost it 2 months ago. I am so sorry, but the cellphone you're looking for isn't with me anymore. You can search that Rey-guy if you want, but I've searched the entire Missouri and I didn't find him.

Giovanni stares me across the desk, pauses for a while to understand what I have just told him. However, it is all too much to take. He looks like considering something before at last talks to me in a low-pitched voice.

"You have to be careful if you find that cellphone Josh, I mean the chip in that cellphone. The cellphone itself is harmless, you see a ton of this model circulate in the market. This is the top secret from CIA but since you will be assigned for this project then we have to tell you the information that might be useful for the investigation. And you have to understand why they made this cellphone "ringing" into people's head at the very first place. Oh yes, our code-name for this chip is Ring307." Gio explains the division-introduction brief to me. Curiousness and fury are mixed in a way that I cannot describe. This chip has destroyed Sarah and our engagement, and half part of me. Giovanni continues, breaks the silence.

"Some of our smarter underground researcher developed the device to alter people mind, to broadcast the same frequency as hypnotize. Because mastering people's mind is everything. You can ask someone do every favor you want, alter their mind, if it is the right person, you'll get everything you want in this world. The secret research started behind us, behind the CIA, a few years ago." Gio memories something before moves ahead.

"But apparently one of the researcher suddenly got the right mind and he stopped them by locked the function of Ring307, and hid it away. While this chip is locked pretty well, it still broadcasts some weak signal in that hypnotize frequency, so that would be the explanation of what happened to your ex-fiancee, Ms Sarah Wilson. Our source told us that they didn't find it in most people but well, some people's mind can be really triggered by Ring307. I cannot be sure why, but I guess because it's connected with her really good. There's few person needed to unlock this chip, one of them, is your Sarah, I have also ever heard about the face-detector for a girl in Missouri named Frysanthia" Gio suddenly pause for a while before he wipes his nose and continues.

"I didn't know more details about that, nor the reason why these girls were chosen as the key to unlock that chip. The Professor (that's how people here named him), unfortunately, had disappeared- protected for his own safety, so we couldn’t ask him anymore. They also hide The Professor identity as a part of their protection program. So yeah, we will never really find out everything"

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Reynold Mckenzie, June 2014, Missouri
Morris State Park

Suddenly, a bright light flashed from somewhere near. Then dimmed and disappeared seconds later. The frightened stare appeared in his face. Reynold was there, in the park, all of the sudden, he didn't even realize. He held the cellphone tightly, apparently had just took a photo. Someone watched him behind. He turned his head back.

"Sarah!"

"Rey! What are you doing here? I was looking for you everywhere. Why you didn't come home yesterday?! I worried about you!" shouted Sarah with her eyes full of tears

"Sarah, I beg you, please! Don't go this way. I didn't mean to hurt you. I really have no idea why I am here. All I remembered, I was still worked in Pacsetter yesterday and suddenly these all happened. It's all just blurred out." explained Rey with all the confusion on his face

"Wait what is it in your hand?" Sarah quickly took the black-rectangle-thing out of Rey's hand. Something really familiar slapped her face so hard, something from her past. The frightened stare quickly spreaded into her eyes too.

"Rey, I remember everything!"

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"What are you talking about Sarah? Please I don't understand. Please I want to see it too." Rey pointed the cellphone on Sarah's grip.

"No, you cannot have this! This thing had changed you entirely! See, you just have this for one night, one night Rey, again! And you’ve even already gone away from me without any news! This thing has a bad influenced on you, repeatedly, all over again! You couldn't be near this cellphone!" Sarah started to play with the cellphone before continued. "Wait, are you cheating on me?" Sarah showed the cellphone displaying a photo-montage of a girl, mostly sitting in a park bench as its wallpaper.

"So you like her huh! You collected her photos!" She started to cry more hysterically.

"Sarah, I don't know why I am here! I don't know anything. I don't understand! Rey held his tears and started to approach Sarah, whom quickly took a step back.

"No, Rey, go away! Now, you don't even have an explanation for what you've done? But for what in the world I would have to listen to you anymore? Rey! For God sake, could I be more important to you? I gave up everything! My parent, my career! All so that I could be with you! D**n it Rey!" And with that word, all the tears started to break out of her defense, she couldn't bear it any longer.

"I had experienced these before, or had I?" Suddenly some memories came up into his mind. Everything's going to reveal itself, right now, at this very moment.

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Josh Gallagher, October 2013, Chicago
UBS Tower Building

"But for what in the world I would have to live alone anymore? Josh! I'll give up everything! My parent, my career! All so that I can be with you! D**n it Josh!" And with that word, all the tears started to break out of her defense, she couldn't bear it any longer.

"You know, I just ask you one thing! One thing! No shut it!" She added quickly "I know what you were gonna say, but long distance won't work, Josh! Me in Chicago and you in Missouri. You won't even remember me! And after all that I have seen, all those ambition you put into making that chip on the cellphone. Then seeing you’re broken, when you had been forced to betray your friends and your hardworks for years. But you did the right thing Josh. You just have to let it go. Accept that you had chosen to reveal the chip to CIA." My heart had just rolled out, listened to her saying those things, she's so brave, much more braver than me.

"And not to mention that chip influenced you most, it changed you. All those ambitions and hallucinations. Sometimes you cannot even remember what you did. Josh, you have to let all these go, but you're not going through it by yourself. I am not ready, who'll be ready to throw their life away! But I'm going to make one last sacrifice to be with you! I don't want to be the one who sacrificing myself all over again, watched you torturing yourself. So, I make this sacrifice for the last time. And all these pain, if it will be a big mistake that I'll have to throw my life away, I have to.." She continued with uncontrollably sob. I wanted to hug her so badly. I wanted to find a peace, a bravery, so that I could let these all go. But yet, I wasn't ready, I had never ever ever been ready to finally give the cellphone to CIA and left all of this.

But I'll have her forever

"No Josh, now just tell me that you won't go to Virginia again, not going back to regret this cellphone no more. Tell me you will quit the CIA! You call them now." Shouted Sarah hysterically. She shrugged the cellphone.

I accepted the cellphone and dialed the number. This would be the end of everything.

Hello, Mr Petterson. This is Josh Gallagher. Before I'll change my mind, I hereby inform you that I'm currently at the top of UBS tower and I accept the CIA Protection Program. Please activate the program, code number RYN-001LD right away. I'm going resign from Ring307 and give the Ring307 back to CIA. You now have the access to erase mine and my fiancee memory and plant a new identity in our brain. Thank you, good bye Mr Petterson, it has always been nice to work to you.

I put out the cellphone and knew exactly a couple of minute from now, the agents would coming. I stared her eyes deeply, told something that I should have told her some time ago.
So now we could start over.

"So now we can live together Josh" she looked at my eyes deeply. Torn into sad and happy all at once.

"I love you Josh" She stepped behind, moved back, came inside the window.

"I love you Sarah"

Afterall, she wasn't ready. Neither was I.
But the footsteps behind us announced that the agents were coming.

I approached her. Hugged her so tightly and closed my eyes.

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Reynold Mckenzie/Josh Gallagher, June 2014, Missouri
Gators Karaoke Bar

And we broke up.
It has been passed few hours ago but her tears still seemed so clear in his head, or mine. She yelled, thought I cheated on her. And she ran away. But I couldn't blame her because a lot of things she had to receive. And I have to receive it too, just way too much. I didn't even chase her this time. Instead, I went to this small bar in the border of Missouri, tried to talk myself into sense.

I don't know who I am right now.
I am Josh, a reseacher at CIA headquarter in Virginia, happily engaged to Sarah Wilson, an Executive Financing of UBS.
Or am I Rey? I couldn’t even say I to "Rey". Because "he" is not even a successful person, live in a small district, who couldn't even keep "his" girlfriend Sarah from going away.

I wouldn't say Rey with I, eventhough it is me. I just couldn't accept it.

Or did I actually never accept "Rey" of all this time? I never really let go of the Ring307. Well, I don't know.

My head was so dizzy right now with hundred thousand information which suddenly filled up my head. It's all because of this cellphone.

"Congratulations, you are all our 1000th customer. We give you 2 hours free Karaoke session at room 307. Please follow our staff to the room, thank you"

I took a glance out of the cellphone for a while, just to see a karaoke staff talked to me. I couldn't believe of what I have just heard.
"Here we are, sir, please." The karaoke staff opened a high wooden door with 307 metal plate number's hanging in there. "Please come in, enjoy your Karaoke."
The Karaoke staff smiled and allowed me to come in, behind that wooden door which on a few minutes later, I wouldn't even remember anymore.

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CIA Agents, June 2014, Missouri
Gators Karaoke Bar

"Hey Barker, please re-read the order from Mr Petterson, I drank some tequila up front few minutes ago" Spencer asked while he sat inside karaoke room 307.

"Mr Petterson said that The Protection Program, code number RYN-001LD had fallen apart. We have to remove the planted identity named Reynold out of Josh's mind. And looks like we find the target in a right place, a bar, everyone can get drunk and forget things here." Some noises came up from outside the door, broke their conversation.

"Here comes the target, Spencer, on position" Barker snapped behind

They saw Josh on position and they injected the serum before he could move. They put some cable on Josh's head and turned on the computer. Barker put some code to the computer while Spencer put another cable into Josh's arm. The program on the computer worked and they arranged the position. Josh looked like fell asleep on the couch right now.

“It’s done. All the Reynold memories are gone. He would wake up with drunk memory in his head.”


Josh Gallagher vs Giovanni Walker, June 2014, Missouri 
Morris State Park (click here)

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Giovanni Walker, August 2014, Virginia
CIA Headquarter

“So, Josh, I got all of your story, but for the last time, I have to make sure about this. You really have no idea where is Ring307, right? Do you have any idea who The Professor might be?”

“No Gio, and I need you to leave right now, please. I am so dizzy”

Gio closes the door, talks to the nurse.
“How is he doing? He got the break-up memory in the top of UBS tower, right Cindy? I guess Ms Sarah Wilson would have been great to have another life without Mr Gallagher. She got too much signal exposed from the cellphone. She has the right to spend the rest of her life in a happier place.”

“Well said Mr Walker and good bye” Cindy the nurse smiles then walks back to the CIA Headquarter Care Unit. The patients need her.

Saturday, July 12, 2014

The Playbook

Kids, remember when i always told a story in the previous post of this blog. Okay, tonight i'm just too tired to write another short story. Remember when other time, i wrote a blog post and made a quiz, I might have that before. But now, I'm going to make the combination of those both. So basically i will tell a story from a film, with a little deception in here and there and off course, you would required to guess its title. As i had said, be careful because few false facts had been added into the story to make it more difficult. Now here we go, let's play!

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a little ways down the road..
faraway lived a group of student who made that group just as simply to study together for their high school exam. The group consist of 5 people, 3 of them are men. The man main character was the hopeless romantic type-of-person. He believed in destiny and had a quest to find the right girl, and marrying her and lived happily ever after. Meanwhile the woman main character was his complete opposite. She was a very skeptical girl along with high ego and pride. She loved Newscast and wanted to be a News Anchor one day. The woman supporting character was having a serious relationship with the man supporting character. The woman main character was the love interest of the man main character, okay now that i started to get confuse of explaining all these, let's just fake-named all the character.

a little ways down the road..
faraway lived a group of student consist of 5 people, 3 men are Foster, Kevin and Bobby, 2 women are Rachel and Donna. Rachel was in a serious relationship with Kevin. Meanwhile Foster, Bobby and Donna were single. However, Donna did has hidden feeling to Bobby but she always held it back. She thought that it wasn't going to work between them. Suddenly, Foster asked Donna to be his girlfriend in a way that she never had expected, at the top of World Wide News Building. Donna was a little bit confused but said yes at that time. It is later known that they would separate after 3 years.

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Have you had any idea how you can handle this quiz? Could you guess what is the title of the film that match with that story? Anyway about the title, have you know about The Playbook? The Playbook was a book actually, belong to the man supporting character which contain a lot of tricks, manipulation, steps to achieve his purpose. Look it happened to be another clue! Okay i give another clue, but this is the last.



Alright, giving that clue was the same as i told the answer, so i'm just gonna tell the film title straight away. It is ....







True Story!

Yap i know it's too late, the finale is out there everywhere. And I've just got this series from a friend and watched it in my laptop, but it is a very great TV show! It's going to be legend.. wait-for-it-I'm-still-watching-season-8-The-Final-Page


Robin Scherbatsky: Seriously, Barney? Even you, even someone as CERTIFIABLY INSANE as you must realize that this is too far! You lied to me, manipulated me for weeks - do you really think I could ever kiss you after that? Do you really think I could ever trust you after that?
[refers to The Playbook page]
Robin Scherbatsky: This, this is proof of why we don't work, why we'll never work, so thank you. You've set me free because how could I be with a man who thinks that this trick, this enormous lie could ever make me want to date him again?
Barney Stinson: Turn it over.
[Robin flips page to read "Step 16: Hope she says yes." Barney presents ring]
Barney Stinson: Robin Scherbatsky, will you marry me?

Sunday, April 27, 2014

Late Night with Zhou [Repost]

So there are a lot of Farewell recently, i have just finished another post about Farewell myself. But thank God, there are a lot of people who give strength and meaningful words to help seize the day.

I personally have this favorite twitter channel called "Late Night with Zhou", belong to @chris_zhou which can give something to be learned, to make you stronger and to straighten your mind.

Below are two of my favorite Episodes of Late Night with Zhou


Late Night with Zhou: Move On

people hate to think about the present so much that they cling to the past or the future, to give them something to believe in.

eventually, people find reasons. lots and lots of reasons to believe that things are okay. to justify the hope they persistently hold on to.

this is why we find it hard to move on: we can't live in the present. we can't accept. we make up imaginary scenarios where things are okay.

but thinking 'I can still do something about it! this goodbye is nothing!' while ignoring to logically assess the situation... it's wrong.

second of all, who are you to determine so clearly that you can change the situation? you can try, but that's about it, no?

I'm not saying you have to move on. I'm just reminding you that we *can* move on, should we want to do so. there will be more things ahead.

first, stop living in the past or the future. stop thinking of what 'was' or 'will be'--one already happened, the other is imaginary.

second, accept the present for what it is. if you can't, then find out why, and get busy solving that instead. it'll take time, yes.

so, should you move on? you've got the answer to that, not me..

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Late Night with Zhou: When to Disappear

we all change--you change, I change. what could be the reason for you to care might now be the reason you hate. that's how it is.

you can try. in fact, you'll probably have already tried countless times. that's what we all do: we hold on, because we believe.

but there will come one point where you'll start asking yourself some questions. and, trust me, you will waver if it's a one-sided thing.

the hardest thing to admit to yourself would perhaps be the fact that you are no longer needed in their lives. you don't matter anymore.

the actors and actresses in your life will change over time. the people who need you, and the people you need, will also change.

this is how relationships go. this is how life goes. overstaying your welcome is what's actually hurting you, in all honesty.

we'd like to think we are important for everyone--and that isn't wrong. what's wrong is actually insisting that we are, because we're not.

some people will always be important to you, and you'll also be important to these very people. but this doesn't happen all the time.

there will be people who will throw you away like trash after they're done with you. there will be people who still hang on you, even by the thinnest thread.

so we return to the question: why pull back? because we cannot deny that most of us are flighty creatures who cannot love unconditionally.

does it feel selfish to you? how about this: by pulling back, you're doing them a favor as well. now they don't have to fake interest, no?

if you insist on staying, even though it's painfully clear that there's no longer any point, all that awaits you is a restraining order.

and of course there's always that question haunting us: "What if things get better? What if by staying, I could change things?"

even if everything is taken away from you, hold your breath a bit and let go. you don't own anything in the first place. you MAKE them.

whether things do get any better or not, that has little to do with you. you were once a factor, now a smaller factor--still, only a factor.

If you really worth the attention, you'll get it! Not because you desperately want that attention.

I tell you this: we deserve the things we allow happen to us. we deserve the friends who treat us like crap when we let them do it.

but frankly, and this is what I believe in, to find a place where you can stay for a long time is hard as hell. seriously.

in fact, it's so hard to find a place like that we often deceive ourselves that some other places are where we belong, even if we don't.

appearing and disappearing are both normal, common things that happen in life. realize, accept, and understand it. you'll be fine.

or at last, time will someday heal..

Missing Creatures

So it was when i finally deleted this folder on my Macbook named BMW,  i feel lost. This folder had been in my Macbook since 2 years ago. When it was finally a time to delete it, i don't know..

So it is not only about the missing files, it is about something a lot bigger than that.

The missing creatures who dwell in my (ex) habitat.
The things whom i am missing a lot.

Mr Out of The Box
Trust me, it is going to be a lot more complete at this notes

Mr (very) Up-to-date
Mention one international artist who will have a concert in Indonesia, he will more than know it, he will be there, he even has bought a ticket already. One of my latest guide in my ex-habitat and whatever people has their own weakness, i cannot say that i never get something to be learned for all these times. 

The New Guy
Somehow, this guy also helped bring the message for me to always move forward. And even i didn't know him for a long time (he's new, remember?), but it was surely a pleasure to learn a lot of things from him.

Mr Down-to-Earth
No one will ever know that beneath his humble exterior, he is a rich man. HAHA. Maybe a lot of other inhabitants will be surprised, some other maybe will have the scenario in their mind about a spy in disguise, who knows?

Jihan Pahila
We people, are supposed to not afraid of ourselves nor feeling ashamed. As human, we have our own way to be special. That's what i learned from her, that we must proud of ourselves. Like what she always stated for all these times. And showed some of her photos who (according to her) looked like Jihan Fahira. And other inhabitants could only accept that statement voluntarily hahahaha

Sweet Voice
Have you ever feel that moment in your life when you hear someone singing, and the only thing you want to do is to run and jump off a cliff? Hahaha ya i'm kidding. Above all those ordinary humans in this world, there is this guy who have the sweetest voice above all. So much sweet that you cannot see other things but the sweet thing. In fact people supposed to have sweet and bitter things beneath themselves.

Casanova
And it is the story about the man who can charm every girl in the world. And then suddenly our ex-habitat become a magical world full of gifts on his birthday. It was after all, not a surprising thing to see a lot different gifts from different girls in some other days. One of memorable thing on him is his coolness. He somehow has high control on his emotion. We could learn about it from him.

Mrs Fashionista
She has a very beautiful face, and beautiful body and also integrity. Not only her pretty exterior, she also has a great working performance. She did more than her job-desk, helped other inhabitant with their own job-desk. One thing that is memorable about her: everything she wore always looked expensive.

Now brace yourself, now we're going to the saddest part of this post.

Mind-Reader
She is one of the strongest girl i have ever known. A lot of things happened and she could still smile at the end of the day, in front of other inhabitants. And not only her strength, she will usually become that one person in the morning who offers food for everyone. Yes, she has a big heart. She also has other super power. She can read mind, especially mine. When we went to restaurant, she would mention what i was about to order. She knew with whom i was about to go. She knew what i like and dislike.
The first time i was really meet her, it was on ASTRA BMW Vendor Gathering 2013, she handled the registration desk. She asked me to brought her high heels at office because at that time she went there, she didn't bring hers. And we handled the registration desk together. We have always been in the same situation together, like when we must went home at night after the event, or when we was sleeping on Mushola after praying. Or our same fear of ghost in my ex-habitat. We ran away the building when we saw the printer printed itself at night -for example. A lot of things happened, it couldn't fit in a single blog post. It'll be stored in memories.
Favorite Song: Best in Me (Blue)


Transactional
"Even a smallest seed of idea can grow, to define or to destroy"
- Inception (2010)
"Transactional" is the most memorable word from him. It haunted my mind for a long time, even up till now. It was like, you cannot fully trust, even to your closest person. People will have their own agenda, even if it is the smallest one. Yes, we have the past, we have the same background which could make us learn and become closer to each other.
I don't know, whatever we talked, we could have always 'clicked'. Even in the most-not-suitable-talking-time between our working time. He likes to make a jokes on me, scared me up by pretended to be ghost behind me. I usually liked to put my hand on his fat stomach, i don't know why, because it was very tempting to see it moved up and down? hahaha. And i liked to talk in English to him as well to improve my speaking skill.
The first time i met him is when i was still in my room by myself. He was still a BC who had a project for his promotion. Mr Out of The Box asked him to discuss the Seminar he wanted to make. He came to my room and at that time, it was my first time to really talk with people in my room all day. Honestly, it was also my first time to discuss an event, as i usually handled design only, but i was trying to talk as if i had used to do the event discussion, hahaha. And i should say, it did end well.
After months passed, he suddenly popped up again in my ex-habitat. It turned out he really got his promotion and moved in. And after a lot of time had passed, here we were. Somehow i was wondering how life could be without all the jokes and fad.

On Saturday, April 26 we went to Yaudah Bistro in Sarinah then a Karaoke session in Inul Vista then Ancol Carnaval Beach as Pokocrot, Bu There and my Farewell. It was one of the saddest moment, to imagine life without all creatures like them. Wondering whether in the future, we could meet again, but it was awkward. It was one of the night, i didn't want it to end.

Wondering how life without creatures who could read my mind

Or pretended to be a ghost behind me..


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It is a big grace to know and to (ever) be with you guys the whole time. I am lucky!


Sunday, April 20, 2014

The Real Prophecy

He stepped heavily.

A little doubt glanced over his heart, but he avoided it and kept walking. Further and further into the darkness of the night. Even this night, the moon refused to shine. The suffocating feeling extinguished in the end of the line. It felt like a dead end. But these all just his own feeling. He knew it from the very beginning, when this day would come, all universe would cooperate acting like barricade him. He got to be strong.

Jafferius Potter went further and further into the heart of The Forbidden Forest. He would show the world, he is The Legendary-Harry Potter descent. Potter's blood is in his vine through all over his body. Nobody had the right to call him a coward or a looser. No one ever will!

Breathing fast and hard, he strengthen himself. Then he moved on further and now reached the edge of the forest. It is just a bit of few step to get this Delois branch which can be found in The Forbidden Forest only. A little step from winning the bet from all those Slytherin gang, to Francois Lestrange above of all. It would prove everything. It would take all these year's pain and insecurity away. Just a little more step.

"Jafferius Potter"

And he stopped. The sound of whisper suddenly was heard from the forest. Or was it just the leaves flew off the air, blown by the wind. He could feel the chill. It's getting harder to control his own trembling. It was not, after all, a deadly thing. Just grab the branch and go. Run if needed.

"Lumos" rambled Jaffer. Afterall, it was hard to say the spell clearly with his own trembling mouth. The light from the wand now brightened his sight. But there, in the end of the path, there was the light that shone even brighter. Curious of what he just saw, Jaffer hurry-approached the source of the light. Something lied in the ground of the forest, beamed in the color of green. Without even think, Jaffer approached closely, bow his body and took it. It turned out to be a stone, with a shape similar to a diamond but had more square in one side.

"What is this? A Resurrection Stone?"

It was cold at the very beginning. But as the green ray began to shine brighter and dazzler, the warmer and warmer it become. Then, by the time it was hot as Jaffer's hand could not handle anymore, he dropped it to the ground.

Nothing happen.

Suddenly, a form of body started to come up from inside the stone. It was not really solid, but it looks real enough to make Jaffer scared as hell. He could not even move a bit.

A face like a skull stared at Jaffer with his red-eye-colored-pupil, breathe as if it was his first time with his slit-nose that had no height, more like a snake. His white pale hands are very long and thin.

Lord Voldermort has returned.

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"Who are you?" that words suddenly thrown out of Jaffer's mouth, although he could have guessed the answer.

"The greatest wizard of all time, Lord Voldemort" a cruel smile formed in his face.

It is impossible, how could it happen? He-who-must-not-be-named is dead, defeated by Harry Potter thousand years ago. How could this happen? Jaffer had read few time "The Destruction of Black Magic in 20th Century" and "Wizarding War II". How about in "The Life of Harry Potter", "The History of Magic" and tons of other books? How come? More conflicted thought popped in Jaffer's head.

"Surprised on how i could raise again" Voldermort stated as he can read minds, which Jaffer told to himself, might be right.

"Finally, after waiting for thousand years, my plan could work as it should be" greedy expression came up in his face. "It proves that my intelligence is even greater beyond Dumbledore himself" he laughed, shrilly, cold, a laugh that could creep people out.

"What do you mean?" Jaffer asked him scarily. He could not think other way to go out of this situation except by keep asking to elongate the time. Suddenly, Jaffer realized that his wand is no longer in his grip.

"Dumbledore had made the biggest mistake in his life by trusting that he had listened to the full version the Prophecy, Harry Potter's Prophecy." He added "In fact, the Prophecy had not being fully spoken by Trelawney since the intrusion that Severus made when he'd been caught off overhear it. The Prophecy was cut just until that part everybody knew. After years passed and i raised again, having my own body, i realized that the Prophecy i heard from Severus, and the version that Dumbledore's heard - even though it's a little bit longer, was still incomplete. But to make sure, i ordered some of my Death Eaters to take it from Department of Mystery. After all my DE failed to complete the task, i decided to researched it myself." cruel smile that now full of pride returned to his pale face. His body was getting more solid now.

"For months i investigated all things connected to Divination. Until one day i found one important fact. The Oracle often seemed unconscious when they entered the real trance, they didn't know when they made the real prophecy because their mind connected to Prophesieve. They kept it secret hereditarily. Only the Oracle could know this things-"

"What is Prophesive?" Jaffer spit it out without he could hold.

"Shut up stupid boy!" for a while there was a green flashes in Voldermort's eyes. "Prophesive is an Oracle mind-keeper. The big amount of tragedies that really happened to the people after they were being told their bad future. Some of Oracles could go insane to think and are stressful by the fact that their words caused tragedy to people. Their inner-eye should be protected from all those bad penetrations. Seeing from that perspective, they had to find a way to avoid it, to continue their life peacefully. Their ancestor invented the Prophesieve. The oracle had to connect their mind to the Prophesieve so that they can forget the things that they had foresee and those memories are sent and saved in Prophesieve..." Voldemort stopped for a moment.

"One day, in a very isolated place, i found it. Guarded by a lot a magic, white magic, dark magic. But with my intelligence, i could go through it. Then i searched and searched in the middle of many other Prophecies. Only people with amazing ignorance to many cruel tragedies that happened in many people, who can see through Prophecy. After a long time in my quest, i found the real and complete version of my Prophecy."

Voldemort pointed wand with his white long finger. That wand.. Jafferius saw it furiously, but he could not move. Voldemort waved the wand in one long wipe and some flourescent words appeared from the empty air.

"The one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord approaches ... born to those who have thrice defied him, born as the seventh month dies ... and the Dark Lord will mark him as his equal, but he will have power the Dark Lord knows not ... and either must die at the hand of the other for neither can live while the other survives ... the one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord will be born as the seventh month dies..."

It is the same with the one Jaffer had read from "The Life of Harry Potter", but there's two more line in the end of the Prophecy.

"He is the only one with the power to vanquish the Dark Lord.. the real heir of him will have the power to resuscitate the Dark Lord back to life."

The flourescent words faded as the wind blown through the night.

"That thing made me unwilling to add another Horcrux, even though i knew my Horcruxes had being destroyed. In fact i could made it again easily, killing people is my hobby" He laugh again, the cold cruel laugh without any emphaty on it.

"If i failed to kill Harry Potter, if i made a mistake, i still had this one plan. Only i could live forever.. -after Harry Potter died off course. So few days ago, i knew my time has come. I come to Francois Lestrange dream, subconsciously affect him to provoke you to come to this forest and look, here we are right now..." Voldemort stopped his story so sudden that Jaffer almost could not realize it. Now the Dark Lord body was solid as whole and Jaffer felt so weak.

"Now Lord Voldemort has returned. And this time, there is no Harry Potter nor Order of The Phoenix who could stop me. They're all died, as far as they'd aged. Even though my DE had also died, there are still their descent who could replace their position. A lot of pure-blood who had the same idea -deep in their heart, that muggle-born had too much rotten blood to have a place in our sacred, respective Wizarding World. They who didn't have the nerve to break out. I will lead them all to a whole new world. Lord Voldemort will once again rule. This time, no one can stop me, no one" He laugh again, long in a very high pitch laugh.

"And you" Voldemort pointed at Jaffer with his finger which is very white as it's never been exposed by the sun light. "Enough having fun here! You'd knew too much things" This time, the dangerous green flash really appeared in his eyes.

"Avada Kedavra"

The green flashes whirred right to Jaffer... ripped the empty air apart in front of him

His thought was empty.. the stiffness on his body.. no time to run

And everything...

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Disappeared...

Zombie Infection

Have you ever have one of these symptoms:

1. Weird Face Shape, sometimes it scared yourself
2. You walks very slow, you want to move faster, you just can't
3. You cannot connect to people, moreover greet people first
4. Leave it about greeting thing, how about talk?
5. You ability is shifted, from human languange to something like moaning, groaning, grumbling
6. You want to talk, you really do.. and able to do it inside your head only...
7. Empty expression on your face, empty stare on your eyes
7. And look, people talk at you, look what you did! You didn't even respond it by turn your head to them
8. You choose to turn your body instead and walk toward the caller
9. And start to walk very slow again
10. You are seldom using tools
11. You eat something very mushy.. I got an idea, how about brain?
12. And you eat it slowly, poorly, the food spoiled all around your mouth, flow to your chin, yuck!
13. The pain all over your head and bones and body and everything!

You fall into silence in your home, sometimes groan and grunt. Re-watch Warm Bodies maybe, to analyze the similarity. Start to question yourself, when is the last time you feel a random zombie (prefer a handsome one) come to your home and bite you. NO this is the real world. Doesn't mean there is no zombie, does it? Well let's just agree to disagree haha.

Anyway i am here to help you figure what happen to you if you have all the symptoms above. Chill out, you are not in a Zombie Infection sweetheart. No worries, i have just experienced the same. It is called Parotitis.

According to Wikipedia, Parotitis is an inflammation of one or both parotid glands, the major salivary glands located on either side of the face, in humans. The parotid gland is the salivary gland most commonly affected by inflammation. Like a Zombie Infection, it is also very contagious. But don't worry, unlike Zombie Infection, it can be defeated by our natural antibody although the healing process takes a little extra time, maybe around 1-2 weeks depends your own antibody. Be ready to deal with Amoxiclav and Lanzoprazone every single time!

To you who experience it as well, you must be agree with me that this illness is making you suffer so much that you want to beat your head to the wall. Yeah, prevent always better than medicate, isn't it? So keep yourself healthy, away from stress, eat better, do some sport, keep spirit and always smile! Get well soon people, cheers!

"What am I doing with my life? I'm so pale. I should get out more. I should eat better. My posture is terrible. I should stand up straighter. People would respect me more if I stood up straighter. What's wrong with me? I just want to connect. Why can't I connect with people? Oh, right, it's because I'm dead. I shouldn't be so hard on myself. I mean, we're all dead. This girl is dead. That guy is dead. That guy in the corner is definitely dead. Jesus these guys look awful."
- R (Warm Bodies 2013)