So it was when i finally deleted this folder on my Macbook named BMW, i feel lost. This folder had been in my Macbook since 2 years ago. When it was finally a time to delete it, i don't know..
So it is not only about the missing files, it is about something a lot bigger than that.
The missing creatures who dwell in my (ex) habitat.
The things whom i am missing a lot.
Mr Out of The Box
Trust me, it is going to be a lot more complete at this notes
Mr (very) Up-to-date
Mention one international artist who will have a concert in Indonesia, he will more than know it, he will be there, he even has bought a ticket already. One of my latest guide in my ex-habitat and whatever people has their own weakness, i cannot say that i never get something to be learned for all these times.
The New Guy
Somehow, this guy also helped bring the message for me to always move forward. And even i didn't know him for a long time (he's new, remember?), but it was surely a pleasure to learn a lot of things from him.
Mr Down-to-Earth
No one will ever know that beneath his humble exterior, he is a rich man. HAHA. Maybe a lot of other inhabitants will be surprised, some other maybe will have the scenario in their mind about a spy in disguise, who knows?
Jihan Pahila
We people, are supposed to not afraid of ourselves nor feeling ashamed. As human, we have our own way to be special. That's what i learned from her, that we must proud of ourselves. Like what she always stated for all these times. And showed some of her photos who (according to her) looked like Jihan Fahira. And other inhabitants could only accept that statement voluntarily hahahaha
Sweet Voice
Have you ever feel that moment in your life when you hear someone singing, and the only thing you want to do is to run and jump off a cliff? Hahaha ya i'm kidding. Above all those ordinary humans in this world, there is this guy who have the sweetest voice above all. So much sweet that you cannot see other things but the sweet thing. In fact people supposed to have sweet and bitter things beneath themselves.
Casanova
And it is the story about the man who can charm every girl in the world. And then suddenly our ex-habitat become a magical world full of gifts on his birthday. It was after all, not a surprising thing to see a lot different gifts from different girls in some other days. One of memorable thing on him is his coolness. He somehow has high control on his emotion. We could learn about it from him.
Mrs Fashionista
She has a very beautiful face, and beautiful body and also integrity. Not only her pretty exterior, she also has a great working performance. She did more than her job-desk, helped other inhabitant with their own job-desk. One thing that is memorable about her: everything she wore always looked expensive.
Now brace yourself, now we're going to the saddest part of this post.
Mind-Reader
She is one of the strongest girl i have ever known. A lot of things happened and she could still smile at the end of the day, in front of other inhabitants. And not only her strength, she will usually become that one person in the morning who offers food for everyone. Yes, she has a big heart. She also has other super power. She can read mind, especially mine. When we went to restaurant, she would mention what i was about to order. She knew with whom i was about to go. She knew what i like and dislike.
The first time i was really meet her, it was on ASTRA BMW Vendor Gathering 2013, she handled the registration desk. She asked me to brought her high heels at office because at that time she went there, she didn't bring hers. And we handled the registration desk together. We have always been in the same situation together, like when we must went home at night after the event, or when we was sleeping on Mushola after praying. Or our same fear of ghost in my ex-habitat. We ran away the building when we saw the printer printed itself at night -for example. A lot of things happened, it couldn't fit in a single blog post. It'll be stored in memories.
Favorite Song: Best in Me (Blue)
Transactional
"Even a smallest seed of idea can grow, to define or to destroy"
- Inception (2010)
"Transactional" is the most memorable word from him. It haunted my mind for a long time, even up till now. It was like, you cannot fully trust, even to your closest person. People will have their own agenda, even if it is the smallest one. Yes, we have the past, we have the same background which could make us learn and become closer to each other.
I don't know, whatever we talked, we could have always 'clicked'. Even in the most-not-suitable-talking-time between our working time. He likes to make a jokes on me, scared me up by pretended to be ghost behind me. I usually liked to put my hand on his fat stomach, i don't know why, because it was very tempting to see it moved up and down? hahaha. And i liked to talk in English to him as well to improve my speaking skill.
The first time i met him is when i was still in my room by myself. He was still a BC who had a project for his promotion. Mr Out of The Box asked him to discuss the Seminar he wanted to make. He came to my room and at that time, it was my first time to really talk with people in my room all day. Honestly, it was also my first time to discuss an event, as i usually handled design only, but i was trying to talk as if i had used to do the event discussion, hahaha. And i should say, it did end well.
After months passed, he suddenly popped up again in my ex-habitat. It turned out he really got his promotion and moved in. And after a lot of time had passed, here we were. Somehow i was wondering how life could be without all the jokes and fad.
Favorite Song: Feel So Close (Calvin Harris)
On Saturday, April 26 we went to Yaudah Bistro in Sarinah then a Karaoke session in Inul Vista then Ancol Carnaval Beach as Pokocrot, Bu There and my Farewell. It was one of the saddest moment, to imagine life without all creatures like them. Wondering whether in the future, we could meet again, but it was awkward. It was one of the night, i didn't want it to end.
Wondering how life without creatures who could read my mind
Or pretended to be a ghost behind me..
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It is a big grace to know and to (ever) be with you guys the whole time. I am lucky!
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